Wednesday, November 7, 2007

My Perception of IIT


Time: 9:30-10:25 am
Location: Lecture hall, Aerospace department building

Why I am here?..I m sure this question befuddles most of the NASA (Non Academic Students Association) fraternity quite frequently while sitting in the classroom, staring at the prof who seems to speak some alien terminology. C’mon that’s a lecture going on in IIT.. we r “supposed” to b brightest budding technocrats in India. We r “supposed” to b engineers in making that will drive the future of technology!!

Except few maggoos there are not many ppl who are mentally present in the class. If given the option I think most of us won’t even attend the lectures at all. I can’t figure out that how come the students change so drastically after coming to IIT. Sometimes its hard to believe that these are the same students that toiled hard and burned mid night oil before JEE, some were toppers at their schools. So how come these same ppl, after coming to IIT, lose the drive to excel??...what happened to their hunger?.. are they too much contended by their rare feat?..Does the society makes them feel so ? the feeling of contentment bounds them from being more hungry and work hard..the sense of secured future, in term of jobs and placements, checks their personality skills and they rarely care about it. There is not much that can keep them as hungry as they were before coming to IIT thus performing much below par with their real potential. Most of the students when they come to IIT are clueless about their future and its fair enough at that point of time. But the thing is they somehow gets lost in the sudden exposure to everything and a plethora of views they get from bathchmates, seniors or very rarely the faculty. The students starts loosing interests in the subjects and the most of the studies they do is self study only and it becomes a habit for them fo the rest of their stay in IIT. Its amazing to c almost 80% of the students just mugging a night before and passing the course. The whole acads part of a student’s life seems to b a second priority. The whole picture of IIT looks very gloomy from this angle and everyone seems to be shamming. This is not the case that its some kind of dark secret that only the students know. The amazing thing is being aware of all these things IIT has never taken it seriously. Only introduction of XX grades don’t change things much. I mean it looks silly to make students sit 80% of the classes or else he is not allowed to take up the exam. And the result is a student who is not interested at all (and sorry to say but the hard fact is IIT is never interested in knowing the reason for that!) goes to class sits in the last bench ..puts his head down and njoi his dreamworld OR just sit and do something else ( like m writing this stuff ). I think the problem s much deeper than wat the administration thinks, only forcing students to attend lectures wont help in neway but they should think how to raise the standard of teaching so that a student himself feels like attending lectures he should feel like there is some benefit …there is something to grab.. that’s the only way out. They have to think taking the big picture into account.

But all are not like this there are students who are still ambitious and take IIT as just another step in their ladder of career and they churn out as much as they can. These are mostly the students who have good mentors or senior who make them understand the essence of performing good in acads, participating in extra-cirricular and all other xyz things. The problem lies with the major chunk of students that are normal and don’t get the proper guidance in shaping their future. There should be proper mentoring of each students at for an year and that too very closely. I don’t know why the students mentorship program at IIT is just assumed to b an aid for anti ragging thing. It can add value to a student life to a much larger extend, can show the student the right path to chose when he gets carried away or is confused. I m not saying that everybody should be a nine pointer or will excel in everything but the point I want to drive home is that It will immensely help in raising the overall standard of the engineers the IIT produce. Its not just the acads but the overall pesonel development and other skills of the student that will help him coming out as a winner in every phase of life. In current scenario India not only needs technocrats but they should be responsible citizens also, by responsible I mean those who can lead and can contribute to India’s path to become a superpower

Monday, November 5, 2007

Night b4 the Quiz

Time : 5: 27 am
Location : Room No. 102, Hostel 2 ( Dudi’s DEN :p)

Ok!!! So I got to take a Structures quiz in the morning 8: 30 class . Thank God I got to knw before it happened :P . After many unsuccessful attempts to start reading I finally have finished 4-5 pages of photopied notes of my bachie . I couldn’t abate more the pain “to study”… watched a movie ( My father Gandhi.. the movie really provided some insight into the family matters of Gandhi which I wasn’t aware of ! ) …n finally turned the first page of notes at 2:30 am … n now here I am..only 3 hrs to go .. n wat I m thinking …. y ppl hate Himesh Reshamiya.. he composes awesome music( ppl don’t actually have the guts to admit it ) .dont knw mayb coz of his runaway success or coz of his attitude..neways but shud b concentrating n finishing these notes,, but how ???... hmm first lets light up a ciggi .

Feeling light now, should change the track from himesh to something that will give me some enthusiasm ,, or something lite… ok Swadesh will b fine .

So whos odd r more in tomorrow’s match between India n Pakistan .. ??.. who shud open for India .. ?? how can those ppl leave Gambhir out??? ..Gosh !!... Y the hell I cant concentrate even for 15 mins .. ok fine.. now m serious… n ya kumar sanu songs seems to b good options ;)

No Scope L:( …. Tried .but seem like its impossible to go thru the whole syllabus.. chalo jitna ho gaya ..thats enough … but thr is still some time left … so I knw how to utilize it J … watch Ratatouille … hmm good idea.. chalo I wish myself luck n hamesha ki tarah carry the attitude ..”Jo hoga dekha jayega ..” … ;)

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Welcome

Welcome all to ma brand new blog . Well I dont knw wat prompted me to make a blog of ma own but thot itw a gud way to share ur thots n experiences to junta. Ur stand on ne issue or good things u wanna share with ur frnds.. so here I go .... my first post. hmmm to how shud I start . shud I pen down some of ma philo or depict ma good experiences... hmm ok . I will start with the book review that I finished recently.. The book is " A Long way Gone " -by Ismael Beah

It’s a book written on the first hand experience of a child soldier in Sierra Leone. The writer was a normal kid with separated parents but he loved them equal. He use to stay with his father. He had many friends and he use to love hip-hop music. Somehow the ongoing civil war engulfed their village and he got separated from his father. He is stranded in Jungle with some friends. The story progresses with his struggle of not being caught by the rebellion front i.e. the RUF. After spending some time he couldn’t delay his plight and is captured by the Army of Sierra Leone Between all this he is thru with hard times as his family get killed in front of his eyes. He is brain washed by the Army to fight against RUF. He had a stint in Army and has been through many ambushes. After a considerable time and rescued by the UNO and is sent to rehabilitation camp in the capital (Freetown). It was not easy for the child soldiers to recover from the trauma they had experienced and many of them got berserk at times. Luckily the writer had relatives in that city and they contacted the UN and tell that they are ready to adopt the boy after his treatment. Finally he comes to meet his relatives and start living with them. He get selected to represent the country for the UN youth assembly in New York. He made a good friend there who ultimately ends up being his mother later. He comes back only to find the country again in a jeopardized condition. There was no political stability. He decides to leave the country and somehow manage to frisk into the neighboring country.

Later he continues his studies and ultimately ends up in UN.

Friday, October 5, 2007

About Me!!!

well...the soul has no name but u can address this mortal body as Abhinav Dudi .....very much a guy next door....a normal human being with very much humanitarian views....unlike the capitalistic ones as most of us(IITians) are prejudiced to have. I love to live my life to fullest. No complexities attached with me as such..very easy going person ...love to talk nething under the Sun. Intellect entices me. I want to groom myself as a person and someone ppl can remember even ages after my soul leaves the body. I have only one aim in life...juss to understand this " LIfe" God has provided us and to explore this planet called Earth. Juss dont want live as a normal Human being and will b contended at the end of my life If I could be able make atleast a few of humans "To live as Human Beings"....thats all. I have to crossroads many times in life and have always followed ma heart..I know I was immotional fool at times bt after all I am a God's creationt...ppl do all type of shit in life but al is fine untill and unless it is not done with malicious intentions. I dont consider drinking or smoking as a bad thing. But if some1 say u r a tetotler and kicks ass of a poor fellow...no more bastard than that person. God has provided each of us conscience and we all know what is wrong and what is rite...called " Insaniat"...we all have user manual already placed by God inside us..juss use it carefully...love Mankind and be a "Human Being" not a Homo sapient. The path chosen by us can b different but the goal shud b same ... the tool cane be nething, serve for ur community or state or nation ..nething u like,,love them ...embrace them ..

God has made this beautiful world but some but some moron demagogues and perpetrators of holocausts in the name of so called "religion" makes me sick... I dont think ne religion preaches that. Fucking in the name of God has become their religion. I think its the onus of young generation to debunk those dogmatic values forced upon us and redeem ourselves to make this world a beautiful place to live for the coming generations...quoting Jim Morrison here..

"Let's reinvent the gods, all teh myths of the ages
Celebrate symbols from deep elder forests
Have you forgotten the lessons of the ancient war
We need great golden copulations "


Love ur country!!!
Love ur People !!!... I think the life we get is too short to to hate ne1.....

Chakde India !!!!